change

everything about change makes me so irritated. when we WANT to change, it's so hard. it's hard because we have to let go of all our old habits & start making better ones. forcing yourself to change is hard work, but in the end it might be all worth it. sometimes when you DON'T even want to change, you just do. you don't even realize it until people tell you. & then you start looking back to how you USED to be & you're like " fuck I was a better person " unless you changed for the better, that would be a good thing. & why is it that the people you wish didn't change; change & the people you wish did change, don't.