something for me to think about

Me; Aren't you proud of my commitment ?
Friend; It's not your commitment, it's Arnold's commitment.

Ever since that " conversation ", I've been thinking & I think it's true. No, I know it's true. I'm always whining & complaining about stupid things & how I may want to end it or take a break.. Without his commitment there is no " Us "

actions speak louder than words

losing friends are so easy & making friends are so hard these days. it's like you lose friends for talking too much about how you feel & you make friends by doing things they like. hmm, I can't really explain it, but I know what I'm talking about so whatever. how can I " stay up " or " be strong " if the people saying that aren't even there to support me O_O; how can I believe " i'll always be here for you " if the people saying that has let me down when I was at my worst O_O; all this fake is spreading like wildfire.


*don't be scared to be yourself.. if people can't appreciate you, then stop wasting your time.
-don't be so insecure & live to please people.

*wanting ride or die type of friends.