lookin like terminator

today morning I tried opening my eyes 'cause my mom was waking me up, & as I tried to open it, it wouldn't open -o- like it was stuck together, literally.. I thought nothing was wrong, so I just rubbed it really hard & it was like crusty, HAHAHA. I was like ew, I must've had lots of hard eyeboogers & so I go to my bathroom to get ready for school. Oh yeah, I woke up early for school today, too, super rare -_- So I was trynna get ready & I look in the mirror & my right eye bloodshot red, lame. it's annoying, feels swollen, & it keeps tearing up. therefore I did not go to school when for once I really wanted to go. hmph, I hope I don't have pink eye ):<

*it's even redder when I look up T-T

something for me to think about

Me; Aren't you proud of my commitment ?
Friend; It's not your commitment, it's Arnold's commitment.

Ever since that " conversation ", I've been thinking & I think it's true. No, I know it's true. I'm always whining & complaining about stupid things & how I may want to end it or take a break.. Without his commitment there is no " Us "